Tattoo #3: My 1st 100K

….and My Story Runs On….

Tattoo #3 just happened last week!  It’s been almost a year since I’ve written a blog post so I figured I’d share the meaning behind this tattoo with you.
Quick history on my two other tattoos: 
My first one I did maybe in 2004?.  It’s on my tail bone (when the “tramp stamp” was all the rage).  I was heavy into scuba diving at the time and have always loved the ocean and dolphins. So it’s a yin yang with 2 dolphins around it.

First Tattoo

My second one was to commemorate my first 50 mile race and I blogged about that one here.

For my first 50 miler tattoo

The idea for this one has been brewing since 2/17/18, when I crossed my first 100K finish line. This was a big one for me. I had attempted this race and distance the year before but the weather was really bad so I had to drop to the 60K and retrain the following year.
When I started thinking about how I felt before, during and after this race, the best word to describe it was JOY.  I know it sounds crazy, right?!  I was on my feet for 19 hours and 45 minutes!  How could that be joyful? If you talk to most runners doing these distances, not sure that’s the most popular word to describe these experiences……..but I am not like most runners…so….
Let’s start with a basic definition:
  • Google: a feeling of great pleasure and happiness
  • Merriam-Webster: athe emotion evoked by well-being, success, or good fortune or by the prospect of possessing what one desires 
    • 2. a state of happiness or felicity 
    • 3a source or cause of delight
Honestly, just the word makes the corners of my mouth start going up into a smile!  But how could this word really describe 62 miles of trail on foot all in one day?
Let me try to explain:
1.  I wanted to complete this race so bad I could taste it. Having to drop down the previous year after all that training was a big let down for me.  I was super jazzed up to finally do this!  I had trained and I was ready! (A good way to feel good about a race, is to train for it. As a running coach I can’t tell you how many times I’ve heard people say they barely trained and they show up at the start line all nervous and freaked out.  When you actually take the time to train for a race, it takes a lot of this negative energy out.  You build confidence during your training cycle because you get mentally and physically prepared. Some nervous energy is not a bad thing but to feel confident and prepared really helps)  So I was ready as can be!

How you feel before, during and after a race is directly related to the amount of training you put in!

2.  I set the intention before I started the race that I was going to have an amazing race.  (amazing to me does not have anything to do with speed or placement. I know I’m never going to win the race .  I knew I was going to be out ALL DAY doing one of the things I love doing most in the world:  hanging out in nature on the trails.) I literally say to myself “I’m just going to hang out on the trail for a “few” hours.” Your mind believes what you tell it. Part of my pre race prep was to do a lot of visualizing about how I would feel during the race.  I visualized myself happy and joyful, just having fun in nature….and as I put that intention out there, it’s exactly what happened.  I created the environment for that positive energy and it was one of the most amazing days of my life!

Affirm it!

3.  My goal for the race was to have fun and finish before the cutoff. I prepared to have fun that day!  I had some of my favorite music, audio books, podcasts.  I also knew I would have two of my best friends pacing me from the 60K-100K point.  Again, I set this intention ahead of time to have fun and that was part of my plan….and it’s exactly what I did. 

Yes I am!

If you want to read more about my race experience, my race report is here….now back to my tattoo.
JOY was the word that came to mind when I described this day.  
Then I was thinking how could I make this into a tattoo….and where would I put it.  Sometimes this process takes longer than it needs to (it took me a year and half to finally get the tattoo done!)  I may have pondered a bit about it…LOL  But then ideas started coming in..
What else brings me joy?  The sun!  This is one of the reasons I still live in AZ!  I love the sun because:
  • I get cold quickly so I love how the sun can warm me up right away.  I’d rather be hot than cold any day.
  • The sun just lights me up!  I wouldn’t be surprised if I were to be diagnosed as having SAD (ironic acronym that stands for Seasonal Affective Disorder). It is a type of depression that’s related to changes in seasons.  Although I’ve gotten better at enjoying rainy, cloudy days, I love to see the sun. My boyfriend has found me, on my apartment floor, right by the sliding patio door, like a cat, gazing up at the sun, with my eyes closed and just soaking it all in.  Literally one of my happy places. Sometimes I feel like it’s literally charging me up!
  • I picked the colors yellow/orange because the sun is these colors but they also make me feel warm and fuzzy.  If you look up the meaning of these colors:
    • Yellow: “Studies show that the meaning of the color yellow can be warmth, cheerfulness, increased mental activity, increased muscle energy. The color yellow helps activate the memory, encourage communication, enhance vision, build confidence, and stimulate the nervous system.” 
    • Orange:the orange color can create physical effects such as increased hunger, heightened sense of activity, increased socialization, boost in aspiration, stimulated mental activity, increased oxygen supply to the brain, increased contentment, and enhanced assurance. Orange also helps aid decision making, and enhances happiness, confidence, and understanding.”
I am not sure how I came up with the idea but at some point I thought: why not write the word JOY and use the O as the sun.  
As I was googling sun tattoos to get ideas, I saw several that had a spiral in the middle which reminded of another symbol I plan on using for another tattoo.  I love the spiral and what it stands for:
  • Spiral significance: “They symbolize the slow reveal of things that are hidden. It can mean growth and evolution. They could represent people coming back to the same point in their life, but with new and better kinds of understanding. The symbol of the spiral can push the viewer to be flexible and have trust when things change. (https://www.sunsigns.org/spiral-meaning/)”.  Ultra running has definitely been a huge source of growth for me, personally and professionally.
 I put it in that specific location on my arm so I could see it.  If you know me, you know that I am a joyful person.  I am typically always happy, smiling and laughing.  This is part of my nature so generally my normal state of being…..but I am also human and have my moments.  I always say “self awareness is a bitch”!  So the reason I chose that location on my arm is because I could see it. This will also serve as a reminder for me that I always have a choice…..
I can always choose joy!
You too can choose whatever emotion you want for your day or your next race, so make it a good one!

Today I choose JOY!

(Huge thanks to my tattooer, Jayare (check out his Instagram page) from Idle Hands Tattoo.  I told him what I wanted, showed him a few pictures and this is his creation.  He also did my 2nd one.  I enjoyed telling him the story about how his comments about my last one are a big part of the meaning of that tattoo now.   Then we got into a deep conversation about whether tattoos have to have meaning and how it can change.)
3rd Tattoo

Here it is 😉 Notice my Black Canyon shirt I wore 😉

3rd Tattoo

Better view

From My Running Story to Yours….
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Race Report

Race Report: Inaugural Revel Mt. Lemmon Marathon

….and My Story Runs On….

I have learned that I have to write these within a few days of the event or I lose the event mojo 😉  Like my normal race reports, I’ll break this down into a few sections so you can skip through the parts you need to know about depending on why you are reading this. Continue Reading →


Race Report

Race Report: McDowell Mountain Frenzy-5th 50K & a PR!

….and My Story Runs On….

I still can’t believe this was my 5th 50K!  Last year this was my 2nd one and I blogged about that one too.

This was a training run for my first 100K.  My training plan called for 20 miles on Saturday and 10 on Sunday so I combined them in one day (although these were “Aravaipa” miles so it was actually 32.2 on my TomTom).

Since I had some trouble with this one last year (you can’t really try to PR (personal record) different trail races due to the variety in the terrain) and I was redoing the same one, I decided I really wanted to do better than last year. As I set this goal in my head, I was also detached from it.  If I did PR, great but if I didn’t, I knew there would be lessons to learn (always!) so that took some of the pressure off.

One of the hardest things for me to do is run my own race. I tell people to do this all the time but as a coach and someone who knows a lot of runners, it’s hard not to get caught up in hanging with friends and helping them out.  So I had to make a decision that this was going to be MY RACE.

This is what I have on the back of my The Running University shirts ;)

This is what I have on the back of my The Running University shirts 😉

Leading up to the race, I did a lot of mental preparation.  Since I knew the course, I reviewed it again, reread my blog from last year and started making a strategy. Thankfully I didn’t have the “girlie” issues from last year so that would shave some time off for sure.  I also looked at the aid station locations and I remember running out of water on the toughest part of the course. I decided I wasn’t going to stop at the first aid station and I would run as much as possible on the easier part of the course so I could hike the big hill. I took the day off before the race and relaxed and got mentally psyched up (McDowell Mountains are one of my favorite places to trail run).

I started the race with my friends Katie and Mitzi (it was their first 50K!) and Will. We had nice pace going and it was fun to start out relaxed with friends!  I told them that I had a plan though and that I wouldn’t be stopping at the first aid station. We split off at mile 7.

They finished their first 50K! They are now ultra runners!

They finished their first 50K! They are now ultra runners!

I remember staying very focused on my ChiRunning form a lot (as always!) so I could be as efficient as possible. I made sure to refill  my water so I wouldn’t make the same mistake as last year since there was an 11 mile gap between aid stations and it was the hardest part of the course.

The one thing I don’t like about trying to PR, is that I tend to be much more tied to my watch.  I’ve had some of my best runs when I’m not paying attention to it as it can be mental stress added on that keeps you from relaxing. Knowing this, I tried not to be too focused on it but I had an average mile that I wanted to keep to reach my goal so I was more engaged with it than usual.  I knew I had to stay ahead of the game because the hill was coming. The trail started getting rockier and I remember this from last year. Not my favorite terrain to be running on as it’s harder but I know I need to keep practicing this for my 100K race.  I ChiWalked the entire hill with a few spurts of running when there was a little flat area or a little downhill.  I used my arms so much to help me up the hill that my biceps were sore the next day! I’ve never had this from a race before but this is part of the ChiRunning strategy. Use the arms more and legs less. The downhill was rocky so I wasn’t able to go as fast as I normally like to.

Hills...

Hills…

More hills...

More hills…

I got to the aid station at mile 24 where I got so see my friends. I love our local running community and there are always so many familiar faces either running or volunteering! I was still pacing to PR but I was definitely getting tired at this point.  More rocky uphill and then some good downhill that was rocky on and off. My pace was slowing down between the rocks and being tired.   I always go back to my ChiRunning form as soon as I start feeling tired. Outside of always checking in on my postural alignment (first thing to go when you are doing long distance running is your posture), my cadence is what really helped me out.  Every time I felt my legs get heavy, I would increase my cadence (strides per minute or foot turnover) and I immediately felt a relief.  There is a magic number of 170-180 (not unique to ChiRunning but recommended by just about every running form) and harder to maintain on trail. Most people run at lower cadence and this wastes a lot of energy because you are holding your body weight on each leg for longer periods of time which is inefficient.

I finally texted my friends that were at the finish line and told them I had 3 miles to go and someone please make sure I had a beer at the finish line 😉  I get to the last aid station and the guy said I had 3.2 more to go! What?! That was one more mile than a 50K.  I forgot to put this in my blog last year so I forgot about this…I was a bit irritated and it made that last few miles harder mentally.  I don’t normally listen to music but I put my playlist on my phone on speaker so I would be a bit distracted.  At about mile 30 you can hear the finish line and it’s a mind f%$k because you just want to be done at this point.  This part of the trail was up and down and it finished with a nasty steep hill.  My friend Bill was at the top yelling “hammer it” which really helped me push through it!

I could hear my friends cheering me on and I crossed the finish line (Chris, thanks for the Koffee Kolsch!) with a huge smile on my face. I didn’t have the official results but I knew I had PR’d. It was about a 34 minute PR which translates to a minute a mile for 32 miles of improvement!  Pretty proud of that! I will say that I was hoping to do better but I will take it!

One of the coolest things is that my friend Jenni even made me a medal!  She was making one for Katie and Mitzi. Some people run for bling and I normally don’t but I knew she was making a few for them and I wanted in on it too.  At Aravaipa races you get a pint glass when you finish (I have a bunch of them) but getting a homemade medal from Jenni was the icing on the cake! (and she isn’t crafty either!)

Love my medal! The only one I've received for a 50K ;)

Love my medal! The only one I’ve received for a 50K 😉

Running never ceases to amaze me! So much to keep learning about myself and the sport.  Having a plan doesn’t always pay off but I feel the mental preparation ahead of time was crucial to my success. As always, ChiRunning and the advice my nutritionist gave me for my 50 miler were two key components to my success.

What is your strategy when you want to try and PR a race?

These are the results from my TomTom.

3rd aid station with more friends!

3rd aid station with more friends!

Terry and Raul at the 2nd aid station!

Terry and Raul at the 2nd aid station!

Ila! She is 70 years old and I've blogged about her before. After this 50K she was driving to Santa Monica to do a half marathon the next day!

Ila! She is 70 years old and I’ve blogged about her before. After this 50K she was driving to Santa Monica to do a half marathon the next day!

From My Running Story to Yours….
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